I am having some very mild spotting. After a strenuous week that involved turkey wrangling, cooking an entire feast, Christmas tree wrangling and general go go go I am feeling a bit remorsful as I experience this. The spotting is very light pinkish brown with once teensy tiny brownish red clot. I immediately found a strong heartbeat and have been getting kicks here are there which is reassuring. I also have experienced no cramping. I have a strong urgency to pee and some pressure but that's not exactly new. I didn't have any spotting at all with my son so I think that's what makes this so nerve wracking. So now my dear daughter I'm going to tell you this:
Hold on little girl! I know that most likely you are alright in there and you will be born healthy and happy in a few months but I want you to know how much you already mean to me. This scare has really hammered it home. You are my child, my beautiful baby and I will do anything I can from today and forever to keep you safe. I will take it more slowly and work on being more aware of you in my daily activities. I took things for granted and for that I am so sorry. So please baby girl let everything be alright.
I'm now feeling more like I can't wait for us to get to 37-40 weeks so I can have you here safe and healthy in my arms. I love you!
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