Baby Dream is Alive

so a lot of very fun things have happened that are making me feel very aware that my baby journey is just around the corner.

it was my mother i law's birthday the other day and on the night of her birthday she told me that she had a dream that i was pregnant. she said it was so vivid and so beautiful. that it just filled her with love and happiness. she let out and adorable squeal when i mentioned that perhaps by her next birthday i will have a little grandbaby in the oven cooking. from her dreams to gods ears i truly hope that pregnancy is something i am able to achieve with ease and very soon. and above all i wish for healthy babies.

additionally my husband has been talking about kids a lot these days. he is much more vocal about it than ever before and i can really see that we are heading there together in full on mode. he spoke with his good friend about them, a good friend who is not the kid friendly type, and he has very open body language when we speak about it. the other day he not only talked about how seeing chatty little girls made him think of  me as a child but our potential daughter. he also spoke of how important it was for us to get health insurance, and good kind, since i will be preggers. he is fully on board and it is so exciting i can hardly stand it.

now i just have to take god care of myself and try to be patient and maintain hope that waiting a few months isn't gonna make a huge difference in my fertility.

in a funny foot note i am kind of kooky doing this i know but i have started stocking up on things for future baby and pregnancy in an effort to have a foundating of things id like and to help temper my babyfever. in the beginning it was just the magazines but now i have gone to the darkside and purchased a set of monkey onsies and a pair of maternity jeans off ebay. i got em at a cheap price. god willing that i will be able to use these things for my babies but if not i can always give them to friends. oh i hope i hope i hope i hope thought!!!!!