Got my aunt flo

my period came last night. started with light spotting in the morning but by middle of my sleep it was full flow. i am heavy today. this is all great news because not only have i been having a bit of a bizarre cycle this month BUT i really needed it to come in order to take my FSH and AMH tests this month. i really want to take these tests and get a better idea of my ovarian reserve. i am hoping that the numbers will be good. i believe fsh needs to be low and AMH high.

i have also decided that i will schedule to have my tubes checks, be checked for fibroids and a few others just in case. i may ask my husband to be checked too. i know he doesn't want to do a Sperm Analysis but i think doing this now while we have insurance is wiser than waiting. we shall see if i can convince him.

in moving news we gave our 90 days notice. that means that we are definitively leaving our life here in new york. i am sad and a little bit scared but also excited for a new adventure. i just hope we can get the job stuff figured out.

as for the honeymoon, that is 5 weeks away. once the honeymoon is done i don't mind if i get pregnant sooner or not. i know my husband wants to wait but perhaps that will change if we get good jobs or as time goes on. i am very excited for all that awaits us. i truly hope that our dream of at least two babies comes true. the honeymoon will be amazing though. husband and i have talked about it and he promises it will be romantic and fun and not stressful and miserable for all but our 5 honeymoon days. i was worried for a bit there since to him suffering is glamourous while to me it's just a reminder of my childhood.

husband was talking about buying a $1,300 mountain bike. he gets a great deal here in ny and he has two other bikes. biking is his passion. i told him to go for it now because later those kinds of purchases wont be as easy to make with babies. he is very excited. i am a bit nervous because i don;t want him to get hurt and about money too. he also wants new shoes which he calls cheap at 70 bucks, new flip flops which will be about 40 bucks, a new watch and a bunch of stuff for his old bike. he has a credit card though so lets hope we can just get it all paid off or use that if we don't have enough saved. i love him and i do want him to have some final toys but not at the expense of our move or our kids.

so here we go, 90 day countdown begins. CRAZY.