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all work and no baby make jane a dull gal.
this is how i feel today. i would love to pretend i am not insane. i would love to pretend that i am a level headed and cool person. that i am living the life of balance and serenity that i am working hard to achieve. but no. i am a baby fevered crazy girl who can think of nothing but having babies. it greets me first thing in the morning and tucks me in at night. i scour the message boards and probably bring it up to at least one person a day. i try to do it off handedly but why should i lie to you guys. this is my blog and a safe place for me to admit to all the unhealthy ways of my behavior.
i know i should stop looking at the boards and i know it's unhealthy for me to obsess but i just kind of want to obsess. maybe it's because it gives me the illusion of having more control. maybe because i enjoy dreaming.
or maybe i am just bat shit insane.
good luck future offspring. good luck.
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