i feel like i have calmed down a bit over the last week. there was supposed to be this big hurricane in nyc. it was a no show but getting ready for it and holing up with my husband made me realize how lucky i am and that as much as i am longing for and concerned about pregnancy, i must also appreciate my wonderful husband and kitty. we have such an amazing love and life together. they are my everything. my husband is this wonderful dream come true. the kind you wish on a star for.
things have been really great between us lately. he brought me flowers and we had amazing sex. he has been cute and playful and taking care of me and kitty. i think the coolest thing about having a child will be the fact that he is the daddy! oh joy! playing santa and easter bunny. cuddling together. it will be a dream.
i am going to my gyn because i have been bleeding a teeny bit post coital lately. i think it's from dryness that the pill caused and can sometimes hang around but i am gonna check it out just in case. i once had a cut on my cervix from getting a little too rough as well. plus my sister has fibroids and ive read about things that are not so nice so i'll be on the safe side. that appt is Sept. 13th so i will post here afterwards. Then my full physical is Sept. 22nd. heres hoping things are honkey dory!
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